can a friend,...thats a fuck buddy...become something more than just one or the other?? or can the two together never exist? i looked up at the stars last night and wondered how my heart has become so broken. and then for a minute in pure intoxication, i can forget about it, for just a minute or two. and even though ive set out only for a fuck buddy, sometimes i look in his eyes and i want to make something more of the way he looks into mine. i so badly long for companionship but no one is suitable. i need someone with depth with a playful side. someone that can look into my eyes and know exactly how i feel. i dont want someone thats like everyone else, i want someone different. someone that intrigues my mind....not bore me to death with blah blah cars blah blah fast cars...food beer sleep...typical..
until next time,
your go to girl
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