so i continue to have dreams about "the one that got away." i even had a text msg this morning and i didnt recognize the number, and i thought " could it be?" it was not him, of course. i felt my heart sink. so then i find myself searching frantically all over fb trying to find his page. but it was a bust as usual.
i just wonder how long is he going to be on my mind. and is he my first love? i thought i had been in love before, but this is definitely different. its been over 3 years, and i cant stop thinking about him. is this how it feels when you think of your first love? does anyone else have this kinda experience?
i often wonder if there was something i should have done differently. or would we be a better suited match now that some time has passed? maybe things would be different if i had some sort of contact with him. the sad thing is, every person i start dating i compare to him. nobody has ever made me feel like him. could or will i ever feel that way again?
i feel like everywhere i turn im constantly reminded of him. cosmically, is the universe trying to bring us back together??
until next time,
your go to girl
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