lacking a lust

i feel that alot lately ive been just dragging through life. i dont enjoy going to work and i dont enjoy being home from work. and more and more i find myself burning bridges with people. and everytime i turn around, someone has burned their bridge with me. i often lately have been finding myself daydreaming of taking a road trip to anywhere. going somewhere warm, some where with sand and palm trees. a place where no one knows my name and i can just blend into the background.

i feel that being a single mom, living from paycheck to paycheck isnt enough for me. i feel like i should have some deeper meaning and purpose for this world. and that the person i see on the inside , does not match the person i see on the outside.

what is the remedy when you lack a lust for life?

until next time,
your go to girl