on a recent outting, ive discovered that i find myself cutting more and more people from my life. i realize at times...ok, alot of the times i act like a diva bitch, but when in reality, i really just want everyone to like me. this does not make sense..i often find that i do the opposite of what i actually want. but then while sitting there, ive been really nice lately. and one person can ruin it. and i find myself wondering why im even nice at all to these people. perhaps they deserve my diva bitch attitude.
after a friend confronted me and asked what was wrong, i tried to explain but just didnt wanna go there..so i wake up to a text this morning saying i need to shut my fucking mouth.. i was accused of calling these people "punks" .. lol...so, i decided to ignore this text. maybe if i ignore it this kid will think that he had the wrong number...but anyways, point is, it came from the horses mouth, and this horse was supposed to be one of my best friends...
i ignored the urge to text back fuck u , fuck u, x100. and also call out the horse. instead i went about my day, and decided that ya know, theres other horses in the sea...and perhaps im grazing on the wrong pasture. so ha! and my day ends here.
so my advice for everyone. eff the nay sayers. be, whoever it is that you are, and just go with things because you cant please everyone all the time. worry only about yourself, and fuck everyone else...except for your mom....lol...always have love for your mama!
until next time,
your go to girl
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